Behind The Scenes

I've been all over the world, I got reminded of that today while I stared at Christian's car keys. He has a little elephant mini-totem I brought from Sri Lanka. 

I'm quite adopted in case you didn't know. I am perfectly fine with this, I'm 22 and SO over it. But my former French half-sister still sends me embarrassing letters.

But today we had a little flash to the past. Suddenly everything can make sense. Sounds exciting... but now it's my turn to say: He worries me.

At the same time, for the briefest moment I re-lived a bit of those past feelings I had for Michelangelo. You'd think they'd never died. I also quasi-established that Veronique would be my wife. I wonder where that's all headed. Never mind that one of the reasons I got kicked out from my last foster family was for sleeping with my young step-brother's girlfriend... and then with him.

That's all in the past though right? ... Right?

I'm not there right now. I'm here. February 18. 18/2 - 2/18 

Right now, I just want to rest my head on his heart, see if I can calm it down, because I need it to keep beating steady and healthy. We're barely getting started.

I love him.

I Fix You

I feel kind of weird, like my hormones are on a rampage. Ok enough pregnant dude talk. 

I had a panini today and boy did I miss eating bread at least ONCE a day. I'd had cereal this morning around 7 AM and tonight I'll probably have some de-hydrated veggie soup. Don't know whether to say "yum" yet.

I have a new crack device. Let's see how that goes. 

I'm kind of missing someone... the day's barely getting started. 

Found an online image editor that works great if you don't have Photoshop installed (like me, because my laptop is crappage) 

www.pixlr.com

It's one of those extremely useful url's like tinypic, tinyurl or twitter.

Tofu in the DR

I'm going to the BVM now, because I need to fetch myself some pills. I didn't know that starting a diet meant I'd be a Space Man. I mean, isn't this what we'll eat in the future? PILLS?

Regardless, I'm experimenting with the notion of making a city guide blog for all closeted wannabe vegans out there in the DR. Any suggestions for names?

"Taquito Verde" anyone?

It sounds exciting and gives me a reason to go to the office. The only bad part is I'll have to take my crappage of a computer.

On the (TBA): Today I get my BB.

TBA: Upside or Downside

Good Vibrations, Cue Song.

So this is the result of "changing your frequency" in a diet huh? Every time I start a new diet, or I'm starting to get the hang of a new diet, I tend to go spastic.

I woke up at 7 AM today. Is that the hour GOD wants me awake or what? Sun came out and hit me in the eyes and you know what, I felt someone next to me get up and leave somewhere.

Huh. Where do you go that early in the morning?

It's 8:30 now, and most children are wrapping up first period at school. I graduated years ago, I'm a young, promising start-up entrepreneur of the new millennium. I do not need this early wake up crap!